We were amazing last night. There are sometimes when you can just feel it. It is like the entire cast is one. I have always gotten the same or a bigger adrenaline rush from being on stage than I Have from hockey. It is incredibly powerful. And dorky. Mia and I have labeled Raziq the king of the theater nerds because they worship him. Our chant before we go up and after warm ups is "fuck bitches get money" it is amazing how a kid from the bronx has transformed all the rich theater geeks into ghetto fabulous p.i.m.p's. All the girls are in loove with him. He is also super proud of himself. not like he needed a bigger ego. Drew and I nailed all of our lines... we actually sounded french and it was perfection! I was so happy I have him the biggest hug after we got off even though he has to rush to change costumes.

Parents weekend is here, I am going over to dad's for 3 nights which will be a nice relaxing thing. I dont think I could stand being at mom's for the entire weekend right now. ah, the joys of divorce. Sometimes you need a change of pace. I am doing a photo project on dad. I'm pretty excited too - he is such a photogenic guy and easy to manipulate. Tink thinks M (the guy i like) is chubby, but she thinks everyone is chubby. It is actually pretty funny. I have tried to get over him but I dont really think that it is possible right now. Mike and I had a good conversation the other night where he apologized straight up for everything that happened this summer. I thought that was very big of him and we are back to flirting contagiously and I wish he liked me so I could treat him like dirt and then use him for sex but it is not going to happen, I'm just going to end up looking extremely desperate. So, I'm not making any moves on him. Besides there is a chance M could find out about it and that would be bad. Mia and I are going to see Lotus at Pearl Street in a few weeks and I'm pretty excited for that. More this wekeend maybe, hopefully!